Sometimes it is hard to love ones self to the extent that you are willing to forgive and learn from your own past mistakes. Seeing positivity through less than positive experiences takes work. Staring it straight in the face takes guts. Exposing yourself to the truth and stepping up to take accountability, well thats plain scary. But loving yourself from the mistakes? What? Now that is unheard of...but why? To own up and take the results is hard but ignoring only does more damage, in final, resulting in an even larger problem. So do everyone a favor and forgive yourself, learn and go forward because, after all it is all the much better.